607 Days

Hello everyone! It has been a few days since my last post and I apologise for it! I have been so busy! I'm busy creating a new product for SKOON, I'm trying to find a job, I'm trying to find a place to live,... And so much more!

What has been going on for my internal? I have been very sad this week. Like I told everyone in my previous post about friendship. I still haven't heard or connected with my friend. I'm very sad and angry about this situation. I'm still wondering if this is the end of our friendship or just a break but I guess we will see.

On the other hand I kind of realised that I don't have a lot of close friends or like a friend group. Not that I'm not grateful for my friends but I just get very jealous when I see people together doing something... Maybe I should open up more to people... But seeing all of this makes me feel lonely. I like being alone but I don't like feeling lonely. It hasn't been an easy week but I keep managing!

Update on my new project/product:

I sat down with my dad today to make a solid plan of action and to see what I still need to do to be able to put the production in place. I also had a phone call with a lovely women with an amazing story!! All go follow: Love Charlie hats. Thank you so much for your input!

How am I feeling at the moment?

I'm okay and I feel serene.

Lots of Love

M_In_Recovery