Today I am 18 months clean and sober. When I look back at my journey that started the first week of January 2019, I have come a long way. And I am proud of myself, I’m not perfect and I will never be and that’s okay. Am I embarrassed about my past? Maybe a little but I know for sure that if I didn’t have my past then I wouldn’t be who I am today. The hard week I went through last week was exhausting but I rested for 2 days and processed it and now I feel so much better and more energy then before. Tomorrow I leave for spain for 2 months and I’m going to try writing a book or at least the start of it.
Progress not perfection.
I am excited to spent a lot of time with my family. I can feel the love I have for my family. Doesn’t mean that I hate them but I had a difficulty expressing my gratitude and love towards them.
I feel happy and loved. This is one of my most important days in my life. It’s something I have accomplished. And I want to share this with everyone!
Lots of love