1100 Days
Hello everyone! First of all HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 𤩠I wish everyone a year of everything you wish for. A year filled with warmth, love, health, friendship, family, joy, happiness and kindness. I hope everyone celebrated NYE in your own way!
I sure had fun celebrating NYE! I celebrated with friends whom I adore! I just felt so grateful being there! I danced my ass off and I didnāt really care how I looked or anything! I just had fun! I most important of all, I was myself without being afraid of being me. So thank you all for that amazing night! And being such amazing friends!
Since Christmas Iāve been feeling more like myself again and comfortable in my own skin. Like today iām writing this and Iām searching for something to think why I shouldnāt be okay but I canāt find anything⦠Everything in my life is going well! I got a lot of work, almost beginning a new chapter in february of living by myself, found a balance again,⦠And I know Iāll have some days where I will feel less okay but like I said in other blogs⦠thatās life! Life on life terms, I just want to move forward and learn from my mistakes. I kind of have let go about certain things and that really helped! Itās a hard and difficult process but itās worth it! When everything is going right for me I always think something is going to go wrong and I think for once iāve let go of that fear. Iām ready for 2022 and whatever I will learn!
A few days ago I was 3 years clean⦠And Iām so happy about this achievement! I do find it hard to believe that it has been 3 years!! Iām kind of speechless š¶ Itās my own hard work but I also couldnāt have done it with all your support! šš¼
I hope everyone had an amazing start of 2022! Know that Iām here to listen and that everything will be okay!
xoxo
lotās of love
M_In_Recovery
